Monk Man went to the doctor this morning because I thought he had an ear infection again. I was right.
The doctor gave us a prescription for some more antibiotics and ear drops. Then he dropped the ball. The thing I have been dreading ever since Monk Man got his first ear infection.
Doc looked at me and said "I am pretty sure he is going to need ear tubes and he needs to see a specialist for that".
My heart dropped into my stomach and I tried my hardest not to cry.
Shit. Shit. Shit!
So I called the specialist this afternoon and got us an appointment for August 19th. At the time, I thought Hubbs would be back from Iowa. As it turns out, he wont be back until at least the 21st or somewhere around there.
Great. I have to take Monk Man alone.
I did some reading on WebMD about ear tubes and it is not as bad as I thought it was. I mean, it is still a big deal but I feel a little better.
It is him going under general anesthesia that I am worried about. I was only under anesthesia once (for a plastic surgery procedure) but that was enough to know that it was not something I wanted to go through again for a very long time.
The puking. The dream like feeling. The panic when it clicks that it is too late to change your mind. Realizing that you have little to no memory of anything that happened in the hours after the surgery. Not being in control.
That scares the hell out of me.
I really don't want to put him through a surgery so young. But what other choice do I have? I cant keep giving him antibiotics because sooner or later they will stop working. Plus people will look at him funny if I put him in a germ resistant bubble. And I cant handle letting him get another ear infection.
I am definitely going to do some more research to make sure there is no other option.
So if anyone has any suggestions, I am all ears.
1 week ago